If I Was Dead© 1995 Vagenda - (July, 1995)(Composed at age 18)(Recorded on November 18, 2015)If I was deadWould you take back anything that you've saidTo meWould you even careIf forever more I was not thereTo seeIs that what it would take to set me free from youI wish I was deadJust to dream of all the sweet momentsWe once hadThe feel of you in my armsYour scent, the warmth in your kissI've never felt so completeDivine years I so missHaunt my headNow you wouldn't even cry for me if I was deadI can't believe it's so badAfter everything we hadI can't lookAheadI guess you'll never seeHow losing you was also losing meI am dead!Why has my love forsaken me?