Not My Friend© 1995 Vagenda (September, 1995)(Composed at age 18)(Recorded on December 14, 2015)DaveYou opened up to meConfessions in your grievesYou must have brought it on yourselfBecause your lying through your teethTruth isSome believe you for a whileThrough your sick and twisted smileBut you are no one's friendYou just look out for number one.Can you feelMy eyes whenThey see throughYour shallowFucking soulTear the threadsWeaved insideEach man's prideGuilts a knifeSuicideTension buildsMy fist clenchedI'll give youA taste ofHonestyBut who am IWho are youI don't careYou're just a disgrace!All my friends, they’re all in my headAnd I don’t know if I’ll see the dayWhen all of my friends lose fear of themselvesBut I don’t give a fuck anyway‘Cause I’m right here, entrapped in my shellAnd I don’t know if I’m getting outUntil the day I realize what life’s about