alive / 包丁ナイフカッターズ feat. synthv mai
- 2026/03/14 09:00:00 投稿
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music, lyrics, movie: 包丁ナイフカッターズvoice: mai (synth v)------------I put on a mask making myself believe it's who I wasNo longer reaching anyone line repeating deep in my mindTurning nights I couldn't swallow into laughterTwo waves that never meet together in my head.My heart lies at the bottom of a cold well“Is this me?”Unspoken, unseen by anyone Just playing, just pretendingDrowning tremors in booze and cigarettesEach embrace erases itMy warmth and my illusionHearing voices that sound happyThe sound of my spine creaking“I'm sorry for being alive”The face reflected in the window was distorted like a stranger'sMy mother's prayers never reach me.A phantom light at the water's edgeMy true feelings sleep like a corpseSinking into sleepless nightsEven if I scream, not even an echo returns